Miles to go Before I Sleep

A few months ago I posted about my doctor's lecture for not getting enough sleep. I'm predictably announcing that it's gotten no better. Who has time for sleep? But I had a moment this afternoon when I realized how extreme my schedule has become. I don't know what to drop so that I can get more sleep. How do people do this? 

 My day went something like this: 

 5:00 a.m. Alarm goes off

 5:23 a.m. Stop in the office to do a few things because I won't be in until afternoon.
I can get a lot accomplished when I'm the only one here!
5:54 a.m. At the gym for a boxing class

7:03 a.m. Hydrate

7:55 a.m. Drop small human off at school, head to my doctor's office

 8:58 a.m. Iron infusion in process. Still checking email and texts. 

11:25 a.m. Arrive to moderate a panel highlighting women in STEM (science, technology, engineering, math) careers
With Michelle, one of the rock star panelists
2:00 p.m. Back in the office for an afternoon of meetings

 I'll admit it y'all: I'm tired. My last lab tests revealed extremely depleted Ferritin (stored iron), and I'm hoping the infusion I received this morning and the one I receive next week will jump start me back to my normal energetic self. (Fingers crossed) I'll try to relax but we all know how that goes. As I regularly tell my four year old: can't stop; won't stop. 

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